TAKE CHARGE OF WHAT YOU DO

Joseph Simmons lived a life of crime for over 20 years. What a pity, he didn’t led the way to the right track... He earned his living stealing electrical gadgets that cost an arm and a leg from upmarket department stores, but yet he had no money on him... So far, he needed it. In so he surreptitiously mugged the rich. He broke into upper class, detached houses in West London. He was tactful and got anything priceless, valued at a fortune: diamond rings, saucepans, cutlery...  Helpless old ladies could not kick him out and did nothing. At this stage, he must be in the dock at court for robbing a bank in East London at gun point.

Is life a gamble? Make the most of all! Don’t be bitter - enjoy life, but let the others do as they please too! We are all equal.

WHO ARE WE? SMALL ANTS, THAT’S IT!

She blinked her eyes,  a shiver left she speechless... What was it? She lay awake, taking her time, shaking like a leaf, talking nonsense in a lower voice, grumbling about some silly thing... There was a cold grey light in the tent, it was high time the sun rose... It was lighting! She rolled the sleeping bag, lazed around not for long and went wearily outside. Most people still had their eyes shut, but in tone corner of the field a helicopter had just landed. The pilot climbed out and she walked over to him.

“What’s the news?” she asked nervously. The man had a blank look and hid his eyes , in fact he was a very long way away.

“The worst ever. Two thirds of the country’s under water.” Julia’s legs gave way and walked staggering to her tent.

Who are we? Small ants, that’s it! In a second it all can make a 360º turn... The current of life sweep us away.

TUNE IN

     He was standing one morning by the skipper in the wheelhouse. On the radio, a muddle of voices of other fishermen was cajoling, complaining, cursing, talking of the forthcoming storms and spreading the word. Their remarks were always in the background, and sometimes the sound of the radio would drown out the complaints of the sea. Then suddenly Darren heard Kimberley voice.

“Calling Blue Cormorant.”

The strange feeling of her personality at the end of the radio unnerved him. Each nuance was hers and yet not hers. She was present in the small engine room in a disembodied way, full of tact, irony, and sounding genteel.

“That’s for you, I’ll warrant,” said the skipper.

“That’s Kimberley,” said Darren, disbelievingly.

“Darren,” she said. “Are you here?”

“Darren Pearce here. Over.”

“When will you be coming in?”

“Friday at eight. Over.”

“Oh, that’s a pity. Did you get my letters?”

Darren looked around and whispered into the mike: “No. Over.”

“That’s strange. You should have had them by now.”

“They haven’t arrived, Kimberley. Over.”

“You don’t sound like yourself.”

“Neither do you. Over.”

“Have you gone out for a drink?”

“No,” he lied. “Over.”

“Well, that’s wonderful. You sound very businesslike. Over.”

“Under the circumstances, so would you. Over.”

“Am I embarrassing you?”

Her voice, filled with static, cut through the quiet, while the boat drifted in a calm east wind on a sea that was suddenly without landmarks, on a day that could have belonged to any of the seasons, in a sea that could have been any sea.

“I’ve made my mind up what to do. I’m sure you’ll be glad to know.”

“You have? Tell me. Over.”

The radio gave a hoarse crackle. A whistle blew. A sound like a streamer went through the airwaves.

“What did you say? Can you please repeat the message, Kimberley? Over.”

“I’ll be down next weekend. I’ll leave a letter in the house.”

“See you then. Over.”

“Goodbye, Darren. Over.”

“Goodbye, Kimberley. Over.”

He burst opened the door of the light-keeper’s house. He stepped into the hallway and found the letter for which he had prepared himself waiting inside the hall door. Then his heart began its furious beat. He kissed the damp envelope and tore it open. It was good to hear your voice. I hope you remember your promise to admit I’m also fighting off wretched imagining that someone else will be enjoying you in my place – but I’m trusting you, treading thin ice in the hope that someday we’ll be skating along without fear.

I love you.

His world had been magically restored. The nightmare was over.

Darren, she had written. I love you and want to be with you. You have a break this weekend and I’ll be down to see you. There are other people and we could be with them. But we know we want to be with each other. Let’s grow old and sober together.

He saw himself waiting on the bridge the following afternoon. He saw her alight from the car and begin running towards him. Overcome with happiness he sat there in the December dust. The bark of a dog flew by.

GOING FULL SPEED

In the bus directly opposite there’s Hannah. Her bus has stopped at the traffic light, which is on red not for long. I begin to pound the window and shout, “Hannah! Hannah!” She cannot hear me. We are in separate worlds. Stop reading Hannah. Look. Look out of the window. Look at me. Oh God.

Around me the passengers stop talking. In the bus opposite no one seems to notice. I keep pounding the window. At any moment her bus or mine could move off and somehow leave behind stuck on the tarmac his instep.

A man sitting behind her realizes I got hooked on the window pane and the commotion that has arisen. He looks mystified but not alarmed. I gesticulate and point desperately – and with great hesitation, he taps Hannah on the shoulder and points at me.

Hannah looks at me, her eyes opening wide in what? Astonishment? Dismay? Recognition? I must look wild: my red face, my eyes filled with tears, my fists still clenches, I’m a decade older.

I rummage around in my satchel for a pen and a piece of paper, write my telephone number in large digits and hold it against the glass. She looks at it, then back at me, her eyes full of perplexity. Simultaneously both buses begin to move. My eyes follow her. And hers stare at mine.

I look for the number that’s on the back of the bus. It’s 94. I get to the stairs. I’m given a wide berth. The conductor is coming up the stairs. I can’t get past him. I’m losing time... Finally I get down, push my way past a couple of people, and jump off the moving bus. Weaving across the traffic, I get to the other side. I have lost too much time. Her bus has moved away. I try to push through the crowd, but it’s too thick. I’ll never catch up.

A taxi lets out a passenger. A young woman, her hands are packed with shopping, is about to grab it, when I interpose myself. “Please,” I say. “Please.” She takes a step back and stares at me. I get into the cab. To the taxi-driver I say: “I want to catch up with the Number Ninety-Four in front.” We move forward. The lights turn yellow against us. He stops.

“Couldn’t you go through?” I plead. “It’s not red yet.”

“I’ll get my licence taken away,” he says, annoyed. “What’s the hurry anyway? You won’t save much time.”

“It’s not that,” I blurt out. “There’s someone on that bus I haven’t seen for years. I’ve got to catch it.”

“Take it easy, mate,” says the driver. But he tries his best.

After one more tricky feat of overtaking the driver says: “Look mate, I’m nearer but, to be quite honest, I won’t make it. Your best bet now is to get out and run for it.”

“You’re right. Thanks.”

“That’s two pounds sixty.”

I only have a five-pound note in my wallet. I tell him to keep it and grab my satchel. I know I have no chance against the crowds on the pavement. My one hope is to run between the opposing streams of traffic. Sweating, diesel-gassed, unable to see clearly through my most inconvenient tears, I run and gasp. I catch up with the bus a little before Myrrfield Road. I try to run up the stairs on all fours but I can’t, I’m sweating blood, so I walk up slowly, in hope and in dread. Hannah is not there. I go to the very front and look back at every face. I go downstairs, I look at every face. She’s not there but somewhere, I’ve lost track of her, without trace she’s vanished.